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"Pass it here. Damn this is so great. Where did you get this." asked
"Um, this guy lives right next to me and has for the last four years and..HUHU....he just...HUHUH....asked me if i wanted some and i said hacks yeah."
"Oh that's cool.....well i have to bounce....bye"
"Bye."
"Bye!"

I never started hanging out with the kind of people that Ive been hanging out with lately. I just need the relaxation and the only way to get this feeling is when i hang out with these people.
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That there is the excuse that my brother used when i saw him hanging out with his friends, and they were passing around a blunt and laughing.
When i saw him doing this it disappointed me and i never thought that i would see my brother do such a thing. He was always saying that i should never do such a thing but what really disappointed me was that hes the one saying that i shouldn't do it and here he is...smoking weed.
Every day i used to look up to my brother but now hes more like a person that i want to have nothing to do with. sometime when i really need someone to talk to i cant cause he'll just blow me off for his friends.
I thought that family was first but i guess that when you think that you own the whole world and start doing drugs your personality CHANGES.I miss my brother.